Today, everything seems 100 times worse. It seems it’s been this way for a few days. Nothing makes sense to me anymore and I feel like I’m always doing something wrong. I hate feeling like this. But I have no idea what to do about it. I just want to lay in my bed, under every blanket I have, and cry. I guess I’d say I’m sort of in a “love triangle” and it’s the worst thing ever. I hate my job, I’ve hardly seen my two best friends since I’ve started my last year in high school and they’ve started college. Plus all three of us have jobs, which makes it even harder. My family is having financial problems, like usual. My mom’s constantly bitching about being bored, her back pain, my dad, the usual. I just want to cry. And cry, and cry, and cry. What do I do? What the fuck do I do?!